Wonder and awe is in the process of opening my heart ever farther,
rather than the result of each opening!
As part of “Wishcasting Wednesday” Jamie Ridler asks, “What is your deepest wish?”
My deepest wish: to remain open to the element of *orgasmic amplitude* in my life!
*grin* In other words: to increase the pleasure of living by remaining open to magical surprise.
Perhaps that catches you off guard. (I like that. A lot! Anything can happen while you are caught off guard!) I wonder: do you allow your self to be unguarded in life, so that surprises are frequent (almost expected) and you are fully aware that everything is possible because you have experienced it to be? How incredibly fun life is: each day full of delight and joy to the “nth” degree, your heart overflowing with gratitude, your entire being radiant with pleasure!
(Or are you panicked at the thought of unguarded–clenching your teeth with fear even as you read these words that cannot possibly touch you in such a state).
I wonder, are you comfortable with my choice of words and my cultivation of daily pleasure? You know that my foundation is love, peace, and joy. You know that my purpose in life is to be love. You know that I tap into Universal Flow and use my gifts within the energy field to guide others to work through fear to create the lives of abundance that they long for. So why would I then express a wish that at surface seems superficial, perhaps even selfish? What am I doing cultivating pleasure when there is serious business in the world?
I share from my life to offer you perhaps a different perspective. I do not believe that life is meant to be a struggle, nor is creating (this moment, this day, this life) meant to be a chore. As a single mother of a pre-teen and teen child–and a woman who owns my own business– I have a surplus of obligations and responsibilities. Rather than allow them to weigh me down and delude my dreams, I infuse each step with joy so that buoyancy allows me to soar.
My deepest wish is within, quite clearly, whether or not I choose to express it honestly and fully. (As is yours). Often, we try to bury this wish–or even deny it’s existence–because we are afraid. Our fears may differ but the result is the same: our wish remains unrecognized, thus unfulfilled. As this suppressed wish continues to burn within–begging for attention– we tend to invest resources into self-help and healing and even numbing our emotions. Rather than using our talents and skills to express ourselves fully, we learn to be resourceful as we manage discomfort and pain.
I’ve allowed pain and discomfort space in my life and, quite frankly, it doesn’t feel lovely to me. In my life, pain and discomfort cause me to shrink, to withdraw, to stop altogether. I choose to release pain and discomfort as I invest in delight and pleasure; a space where I am comfortable stretching, exploring, expanding, and sharing transparently.
The gift of transparency allows me the pleasure of fully disclosing my deepest wish to you. To share from my inner core, no holds barred. When I feel such comfort expressing myself, I am then giving my self the freedom to create from this base. As my entire being relishes this freedom to create, investing my energy is a complete joy, and each step is almost effortless. This empowerment means that if fear is present, I may use it to motivate me to honor momentum rather than as a deterrent to opening to flow.
So, I say: “Yes, please!” to the element of *orgasmic amplitude*. As I choose to open my heart through fear to embrace this “yes!”, I am in essence releasing internal barriers so that I may open fully to flow. I am in essence preparing my self to receive perfectly placed gifts of significance far beyond what I can specifically voice in words, yet Feel strongly within. The depth that I am willing to open my heart to receive, determines the range of the element of magic: my life is truly as magical as I allow it to be!
Affirmation: Transparency in my connections allows me to experience refreshing freedom as I create. This empowerment enables me to express myself fully; cultivating wonder and awe as each step feels purposeful–yet almost effortless– and results in the joy of being fully tapped into Flow.
What is your deepest wish?
Much peace and abundant love,
Reminder: Experiment. Explore. Experience.