“The defining moment is only a Now, to light your path and show you the way,
for the Universe will tend to the details of How
when you allow your highest self to live each day.”
Transparency: I once fell in love with a man, because he had a note by the subscriber button on his website that said something along the lines of: Notice there is not a number count here, I do not care about numbers and you are not just a number to me. Wow. Well, okay, that note drew me in….I fell in love with his words and ideas and what he chose to present to world and to share with me.
After a lifetime of “being a number” registering here, standing in line there, waiting patiently everywhere, it sounded absolutely wonderful to me to be recognized for me.
I wanted to believe those words, that I truly mattered for me, so I did. Believe that. And believing that allowed me to open my heart through fear and doubt to expand my world.
It didn’t matter if the words were true or not, I believed them to be so I acted as if they were.
Empowering. I allowed my self to be my self, regardless of external circumstances or the path he chose. I related with full vulnerability by allowing authenticity and transparency. I looked at my self-limiting beliefs and I released them. I explored new thoughts and ideas and ways of living and relating. I experimented with stillness and commitment and the power of presence. I experienced a heart opening beyond what I could have imagined and– in allowing my life to be in full alignment– my entire life changed.
“He” was often peripheral to this process, because the general process of love is not about a ‘him’ or an ‘us’ ; it is about a heart opening and allowing our beliefs to guide our steps.
It is not about a love of a person (although that may be part of the experience), it is about releasing an attachment to any “thing” and allowing love and gratitude to magnify all in world.
So, what if there was a note from Universe to you that said something like: you are not just a number, you matter. Sign up here to be part of this world where your talents are celebrated and your being is encouraged and your spirit is inspired. A world where you may tap fully into abundance by opening your heart to it. Every day is a delight-filled adventure in which you want to explore, experiment, experience fully because when you are presented with fear or doubt you just simply open your heart through it and continue to create masterpieces with each moment.
Each moment is a masterpiece.
Because you are fully present in this moment, you are a masterpiece.
I offer weekly complimentary distance energy movement sessions. This week, “the week of love”, each participant said they wished for the session to open their heart and magnify their capacity to feel/be/experience love. Unanimous.
May we please honor this about each other? We do not wish to simply be “numbers”..we wish to be seen. And in order to be seen, we wish to remove our masks, our barriers. And, in order to remove these blocks to flow, we wish to trust. In order to trust, we need to simply believe.
In what? That each moment that we live has meaning and direction and each step is for a reason. That when we open our heart to share, “it” will not hurt. There will be no pain. It will “be worth it”. That we will survive the inevitable “blow” we are conditioned to believe will happen when we open our hearts. That all will be well.
“Whatever shoes you are walking in right now, I can guarantee that someone else walked in those shoes too. Walked that same path, made the same mistakes, felt the same despair. And believe it or not… they survived it. Survived that pain, that mistake, that despair, those thoughts and feelings. Because things ALWAYS get better. They do. Honest. There is always that rainbow after the rain. The sunshine after the darkness. Things DO change. Every single day you wake up is a chance to make a different choice, a better decision… and put on a new pair of shoes.” – Cindi
In the story I shared with you, I believed the words to be true, I trusted in that truth and created from that trust so my world was expanded. Yes, there were times that my heart hurt, and maybe I was ‘just a number’, who is to know really. But, my heart opened and I blossomed. Because I trusted.
We choose what we believe, and we choose what we trust. It is my wish that you check the Universal box that says “sign up here”: you are not a number, and you matter to me, Love Source. And that you trust that truth, and that you choose to open your heart through external to create from that trust.
What shall you find in such a spot? Peace. Freedom. Bliss.
I choose to believe . Do you?
Much peace and abundant love,
Reminder: Experiment. Explore. Experience.